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[Filter: Private, in Kilian]

[slow writing appears]

It is getting worse, far worse. She won't stop ... she enjoys it. I've done everything, everything that was asked. Still it is never enough. There is always something. If there is nothing, it will be forced. It will be created and they will make me. There is never rest. Every one of them ... what have I ever done to them


[as the writing trails off, uneasy writing appears several moments later]

... you keep telling me ... I cannot let you.


if you come, I ...

[pause]

What do you expect. What do you want. Who are you. Why do you keep coming. Just ... just go away ... please, just leave

-- nothing makes sense anymore



nothing